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How am I supposed to live without you, part 3
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Her gaze was nowhere near judgemental, in it were just questions… and somehow that small fact brought even more tears to my eyes…
Oh Dane, you have no idea how much is fucked up since you are gone… How much I fucked up…
She made me burst out laughing with the uncredulous look she presented me with, indicating she ‘knew all’.
She smiled, but suddenly her expression became palpably serious as she bit her lip:
I dont have much time…
The familiar voice tickled my heart and mind, memories of her floating over me…
Oh Dane, if you only knew how much we miss you… How much we love you…
She reached out her hand, and instinctivily I reached back… A warm tingling feeling overwhelmed be as our palms lingered, less than an inch apart… A prickling sensation, as if coming too close to a TV-screen, an amazing sense of connection and yet no touch, like wrong sides of a magnet trying to merge together but finding out they are unable too…. Our looks were shortly fixated on our hands, before they moved up again in order to meet…
She sighed before she moved her upper body closer to me, her eyes, and the swirling lights in them, invading my soul rapidly.
Ive come to tell you that people make mistakes… That doesnt mean they have to spend the rest of their lives paying for them…
Without even as much as a blink her eyes remained connected with mine, a connection that grew even more strong by the tingling feeling that went through the hand that almost touched hers, overwhelming me with waves of warmth… Her words cutting through the surface of my soul, right into my heart…
You have a big heart, use it…
The sharp inhalation of air –air? But how could she breath?- and the jitter in her soulfull eyes made me realize the most important part had yet to come… Our eyes remained locked as she carefully uttere the words she had come to utter:
Together means together… You cant just sit there Tina… Together means together…
My heart felt how Dana tried to say more then she did, and, all my attention was focussed on the meaning behind the words. The jitterly organ jumped up with a shock as a sudden sound filled the air around me, making me momentarily break the connection of my eyes with those of one of the best friends I had ever had.
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OMG!!!!WOW!!!!! I just hope the words that Bette was saying are ment for Tina. Now Bette go and gewt your WOMAN NOW!!!!! I am so loving this story. Thanks PPVS
Hey mate, glad to see a post from you – thought you had given up writing LOL. Hope I’m back at work soon, so we can talk. Hug xx
So, This has been my favorite season 4 spin off that I have Read. I have been so excited to see what else you come up with next! Come on…Tell us how she gets her woman!!! It is fantastic… PPS!!
Please please please please make it be Tina please give us a follow up on how she got her woman
damn, you’re killing me here, i hope that Bette is standing by the door of the house where Tina is already…end the agony, get them back together
Dearest you… Amazingly beautiful and heartbreaking in the same time… Oh, and if I had any doubt that those texts were for Tina, you certainly shattered them with reason number 16! Although I have to say that I’m starting to know your Tibette mind and more especially heart, and I guess I knew from reason number 1! But the most important part of this story is yet to come… I guess Tina is too busy beating herself up for her mistakes to realise that never in this world Bette Porter would say these words to anybody else than her… I’m so looking forward to the next chapter! Please, end Tina’s agony, how much more can she take?… And by the way J, THANKS SO MUCH for the reference to Montaigne and La Boetie… You couldn’t have found a better use for it!… Perfect! That in itself should have said it all to one blind blonde… Thanks J, and sorry for not writing, it’s coming, so much to tell you…
wow i’m speechless!!!! i hope bette was saying those things for tina. thank you and please don’t keep us waiting too long
no….just come back and claim Tina…ahhh god…..i love tibette…….bring it on……i want more…….
I used to think Bette was dense, Tina wins hands down on this one. Love this story.
Dear, dear M… Here I am, sleepless, at the middle of the night, reading such a moving update of you, my favourite author – something with, more than ever, such a deep resonance in my heart and soul… You know, my friend, tomorrow will be painful and cathartic but also emotionally releasing : an other big step in this process of mine… That’s your amazing timing – once more – expressing thoughts and feelings that could have be mine (our sensitivities and minds always seem to walk together, that’s beautiful…) when I need to feel them expressed… That’s why I cannot properly comment this great, great chapter now, for I need tomorrow morning to come and pass before anything else. Just wait and see (well, read !) until my comment, dearest M ! For now, simply these two words from the deepest of my hopelessly romantic heart : THANK YOU. *** Forever your faithful reader, proud and happy to call you a friend – A.
Damn, girl… I’m in a room full of people, so I can’t start crying like a baby, but if I could… damn… I’ve just read the 3 chapters altogether, and let me tell you… You’re good. Every single emotion, I could feel it, and I hope Bette’s getting her ass back to LA and get T back… and COME ON T!! you gotta get your woman back!! PLEASE post soon!!!!
Those words are so painful to my heart. I felt as if I was Tina trying to hold myself in check so that I could help the love of my life. I am not sure how Tina was able to do it. I could feel every heart beat and tear as it rolled down her face. I hope that those words were ment for Tina and that Bette is right around the corner waiting for her.
OMG, can Tina really be so blind not to see that those words are meant for her ?! Isn’t obvious enough ? I mean, hello ??!! Bette wrote ” have always been, are, will always be “. She could never say those words to Jodi, those two don’t have a past together ( and luckily will never have a future either. Not that I hate Jodi or anything ). Besides, I’m sure Tina MUST know that Bette would never be so cruel to her, right ? Indeed, if anyone had any doubts about the identity of the person those lines were meant for, reason N°16 made it cristal clear. Granted Bette has never been the master of the subtle hints either, but Tina must really be lost in a deep sense of guilt and in self-loathing not to pick up on Bette’s blatant messages of love and to think she deserves this. At any rate, I cannot even begin to imagine how excruciating this situation must be for our blind Tina and what she must be going through right now… Poor Tina. And what the “L” is Bette doing on that plane anyway ?… Everybody knows she’s never been in love with Jodi ( well, everybody but Tina that is… ) ! Who is she trying to fool except herself ? In fact, did she really take that flight ? Really, now that I think about it : did she ever get on that plane ?… Come on, Captain, you can tell me, I promise I’ll keep your secret. Do I need to tell you how unbearable the wait for your next update is going to be ? Please just don’t torture us too long. ( Yes, you are that talented ! ). By the way, thank you so much for all the hard work you put into your fanfics.
*Shaking head* Oh come on!!! These words need to be for TIna…NEED!!!! Awww…throw me a bone here my friend!! Great chapter…I just want Bette with Tina! Pretty please if I ask nicely? LOL! Great chapter!
I know these words are for Tina, but God it would have been nice for her to enjoy them. Either way, she gets to enjoy Bette when they finally get back together.
Yeah Bette, go claim your woman, that being Tina.
100000000 constellations mmm? maybe could be enough…;) dear and great writer: you are killing me softly with this story!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can imagine Tina face everytime she readed anoother reason more… and it’s so heartbreaking! but you are so good my dear dear friend! i love this chapter but you know that i love the way you write it… Thanks so much for this post it’s amazing! big big hug
Man… this is a heartwrenching story… Whatever the outcome may be, the writing is just wonderful. Oh… the pain…
God !!!! Those 17 lines have to be for Tina !!!!PLease!!! I’m begging you..this si so heartbreaking….PPS
In a way it makes me happy! Ther is someone more stupid that I am in this world! And that would be miss Kennard…
Oh man, Bette BETTER walk through that door to claim Tina!