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    The beginning of a friendship, chpt 46

    Story written on July 2, 2006 by justloveB+T.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=61537
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    The pain of losing someone close to you, might damage you forever… A Bette and Tina beginning

    PREVIOUSLY ON ‘The beginning of a friendship’

     

     

    Tina:

     

     

    It’s not important… Listen Tina… please… Let me explain?

     

    There was something in her eyes, a hurt so deep, it startled me… And somehow I knew that what she had been thinking… And what she had been about to say, was the most important thing right now… Although my heart was screaming with pain, those eyes made their way through the wall I had put around my heart in less than a second. And I ignored the voice that was telling me to shelter my heart, cupping her face and kissing her soft lips, gelnty… Barely touching them, just a mere grazing of mouths…

     

    First tell me when you fainted Bette…

     

    She looked away and then back, and those pools of hurt exploded… I had never seen so much pain, and knew instantly noone was able to carry such burden on her own… Not even Bette…

     

    Her voice sounded like that of a child as she burst into tears and grabbed a hold of me as if I was a lifeline and her only chance of survival…

     

    Please don’t leave me…

     

    It was barely a whisper, but it resounded in my heart as a scream… An outcry of agony and heartbreak…

     

    I’m not going anywhere…

     

    I tried to reassure her… But she repeated those words, filled with grief and sorrow…

     

    Please don’t leave me…

     

    She was sobbing uncontrollably and I wrapped my arms around her tighter, at once knowing… sensing she wasn’t talking about me… Maybe not even TO me… And a sting of pain went through my heart as I heard the woman that tried to appear so together and strong… The woman who tried to look as if she never needed anyone… This woman I loved more than anyone or anything… As I heard her break down so completely. Finally screaming out that word… Her worst fear and the agonizing memory of the most painfull memory of her life

     

    Mommy!!!!!!!!

     

     

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    Chapter 46 

     

    Bette:

     

     

    First tell me when you fainted Bette…

     

     

    Missing… Pain… Knowing, thinking, feeling it was all my fault… That if I would have behaved better, nicer, kinder,more loving… Then all of this wouldn’t happen… That feeling was so incredibly familiair to me… It hit me like a wave of agony… The way my mother had looked at me as if I was merely a burden… The way she was dragging me along, out of that house… The shouting, the fighting between her and my father. The tears in his eyes… It was the first and only time I ever saw Daddy cry… I remember wanting to get my teddybear, crying and begging her to let me go back and get it… I remember that look in her eyes when she’d let go off me… Something melanchonic, but most of all relieve… A relieve I didn’t understand untill I got downstairs again, ready to go…

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    2. You better not be apologizing for the shortness of a 5 pager, ’cause then I’m doomed ;-) I’m with rockingirl on ‘Your Body Is a Wonderland’ btw, I love that song… and John Mayer, he’s my ideal man *sigh* Well, thnx for using your precious time to write, now I gotta go stand up, ’cause the back of my thighs are burned. :S Damn you, sun! ;-D

    4. the girls are sooooooooooooooo sweet!!!!!! thanks for the 5 pages your kill me with the stopping when it is getting good you want me dead lol i will say it to make you feel better longer

    7. sooooo glad so see this post, i am in love with how sweet this bette and tina are.please post ASAP. i know i am terrible at posting regularly but that doesn’t mean i can’t ask others to. i really did have a great time in holland and i hope to go over again next month.

    9. Captain you are breaking my heart. I have already filled up one bucket with tears and am now reaching for the second bucket. These two are defintely soulmates and the show needs to get a gribe and fix them. This was so hard to read with Bette falling apart. All the hurt and anxiety of loosing a parent is unbearable for anybody but especially for a child. Tina already feels and understands Bette more than anybody else and Bette has those same feelings and desires towards Tina. Hopefully life will allow you to come back to us not only as an author but as our Tibette Captain.

    10. yes i got a lolipop! how did you know green apple is my favorite?”I would be honored to show you how…If you want me to, I mean…” what kindof question is that bette she wants you so bad. hope you post soon any story :) =) 2 smileys for u.

    11. Lamentamini – u are sharing come on be nice .”You do realize when they actually get there that all of our computers will short circuit and then spontaneously combust, right? I really should back up the hard drive before that happens… ” not only will my computer get fried half the world will be missing cold water because that will definatley be a cold shower alert!!!

    14. Just wonderful. What a chapter! I am still totally in love with your writing. I can’t get enough of it. This chapter was so full of raw emotion and with such tenderness and passion it is breathtaking. Write more when you can – I can’t wait to read it!

    15. Poor Bette. This was wonderful, really emotional. I loved it. Please don’t wait too long to post. (Look whose talking, I know…) Great stuff! *thumbs up!*

    16. Some people thinks that children don’t remember. They just bury it and then dig it up again and again, When someone leaves a child they leave a child with lasten heartache. Poor Bette. 27 yrs of hurting. thanks

    19. Hey Captain Mom! ;) I loved ur chapter. I just finished reading the whole story. Its beautiful. But ure indeed killing us softly. I see a NC-17 coming soon… :P And I hope to talk to u soon. Take care, dear.

    23. I want IC to put this chapter on the screen – this is so wonderful how you are showing their beginning and the vulnerability they both came into the relationship with. I love your writing and your going back and forth between their inner worlds as they try to open up to one another and to see what gets shared and what doesn’t – helps explains the gaps that exist even as we get close to another – have I said it before AWESOME!!

    27. Poor Bette! Glad she’s finally able to open up to Tina about her past and why she was so upset. I’m sure Tina will gladly accept those lessons from Bette when she’s ready (who wouldn’t?).

    28. I’m not sharing lollipops with anyone! MWAHAHA! You do realize when they actually get there that all of our computers will short circuit and then spontaneously combust, right? I really should back up the hard drive before that happens…

    29. I remember when you use the Westlife’s song when Bette thought about Tina as taken and straight and during your last chapters I wanted you to use Your body is wonderland when they finally do it but you’re prolonguing it!! I loved this soft side of Bette, I think (or maybe I haven’t read) I ever read about Maxine’s leaving and how Bette suffered and let me tell you, I loved how you described it.

    31. Oh come on… no more IF! Just show her, Porter. lol… sound like NC17 is getting closer AGAIN. *doing little happy dance*, please continue soooon :)

    32. hey justy, im still here reading all your fic, keep them coming!!! cause they rock!!!! but yet you still like killing us softly, i suppose ill have to put up with it.

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