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    the recovary of a shattered heart. ch3

    Story written on August 7, 2005 by mcilwaine.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=55897
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    can alice start to move on after a conversation with dana.

    As i sit in Dr.Bradshaws office, i try to look anywhere but his face. Ive just told him about the other day in the planet and he wants to know why i got so angry. I bow my head and shamefully reply that i wanted to hurt her, like she hurt me. He asks why i think she wasnt already hurting and it dawns on me that i never thought she could be hurt. When i see her with Lara she looks so happy. I guess i never wanted to believe she’d be hurting, because it would make it harder to understand why she did it. I remember back to the time i asked her if she was doubting the relationship or if she wanted to see other people and she said no. If she had of said yes, we could have talked it through and fixed it, but she didnt. She allowed me to fall deeper and as i did the insecurities worsened. I hated when she would flirt with Lara right in front of me. The voice inside my head would say”look, she doesnt care one bit about you or your feelings. Shes using you to make her little chef jealous.” I would try and convince myself that Dana wouldnt be so cold hearted. If she was that would make her like Gabby, who she hated for that precise reason. I thought i could make her love me more than Lara, so i constantly tried to be with her and show her what she meant to me. In reality i suffocated her and pushed her to Lara. I have noone to blame but myself. I mutter to no one in particular that the day i saw them kissing was the worst day of my life. I came home from the office early, and decided to call in on Dana. As i drove up to the condo i saw her and Lara standing so close and then they started to kiss. It felt like some one had placed their hands around my heart and tightened their grip. In that moment my life stopped, because i realised i had lost the one thing that made my life perfect. Until that moment i never realised how much i depended on Dana, she was my world. The moment she saw me sitting there she ran towards me. She was banging the car window, saying it was just a kiss a mistake, but i knew then it wasnt. My knuckles tightened over the steering wheel, turning white. I couldnt cry or speak, i just calmly started the car and drove home. She followed me of course, we shouted, talked and cried. That was when she told me she couldnt do it anymore and although she loved me she was bad for me. Our relationship was over. So without even waiting for her to leave, i walked to my room and shut the door. We’ve hardly spoke since. I finsh up with Dr.Bradshaw and head home.

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    2. Alice/Helena:NO WAY! I want Dana back with alice even if it could be hard. Good chapter, I had love what Dana said to Alice (she will always remember Alice’s face and name). Thank you.

    4. Danish of course, but I think helacious can help to cure Alice’s heart and insecurities, the problem is what happen with Helena after that, could be a good relationship but no the love of her life (for Helena, ’cause Alice’s is Dana, and we all know that :P).

    7. Lets go for broke on this. As much I dilike Helena,Alice seems good for her. The gang might not like it. It Alices life. Helena might change. Maybe Dana in the end will see that Alice is the only one for her. But Helena will make Alice happy and Alice will stay with Helena. Thanks

    12. how about helena and alice for a little bit but not anything serious its like they are both gettin ready to be with who they are really suppose to be with like alice goes back to dana and helena gets with somebody i dont know who, but in that time that alice spends being with helena she heals her heart and fixes her insecurities…while dana can have time to realize that she is suppose to be with dana and not lara…does that make sense?

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