Fan Fiction
This story has been set to a rating of PG-13. Age verification is required to proceed.
the recovary of a shattered heart. ch3
Login to add story to favorites
(36 votes, average: 3.72 out of 5)You need to be a registered member to rate this post.
Loading ...
“Alice, i am so sorry. I know youve heard this all before but its the truth. You know i was so happy when we got together, i’d fallen for my best friend. I thought that would make it easier, i knew everything i needed to know, but it didnt. I only knew you as a friend, not a girlfriend. As a friend you kept your feelings so hidden, but as a girlfriend you wore them on your sleave…”
“I thought thats what your supposed to do in relationships.”
“I t is, but it scared me. I realised you were so vulnerable and insecure and i couldnt handle it, because i knew i’d mess it up.”
“How do you know that.”
“I know because its what i do. When the going gets tough Dana Fairbanks goes a running, you know that.” I feel my chest tighten and my eyes fill with tears. I do know that, but i cant accept it. So i chokingly mumble
“Was… was i not even worth trying.” Tears spill from my eyes and through the blur i see that shes crying too. She takes my face in her hands and lifts my head to face her.
“Alice, you are more than worth it. Do you realise that i love you so much, more than anyone ive ever known. You are just too precious for me to continue hurting. There will always be a place in my heart that belongs to you, that no one will ever reach, Lara included. I know that when im old and loosing my memory the only face i will see is yours, the only name i’ll call will be yours. You are a part of me, like i am of you, always connected.” We both break down and i pull her into a hug and whisper through tears that i am sorry for the things i said at the planet. I need her to know that i dont hate her, that i love her. She tells me its ok and that she understands. We pull apart and Dana asks if we can be friends. I start to say no that its too hard when i realise the thought of never talking or touching Dana again scares me. I tell her we can start to rebuild our friendship. We agree to start talking on the phone and if we do meet it has to be alone, meaning without Lara. I want to get back what i had with Dana but my heart is still too fragile to see her with Lara. She goes to place the key on my bed side locker when she spots my pills. She asks what they are and i tell her they’re my antidepressants and sleepimg pills. I see a look of hurt spread over her face, so i reassure her im ok and give her back my key. She smiles at the gesture, the hurt gone. The truth is, everything is not ok and as she leaves my apartment i realise its time to face the truth, i will never be with Dana as anything more than a friend. tbc
ok. heres were i need help. Should i get Alice and Dana back together, or should i stick with season 3 spoilers and hook her up with Helena. My little danish heart is torn.
Comments
Leave a Reply
You must be logged in to post a comment.
duh Dana of course, and this is from somebody who has writen Alice/Helena but I always come back to Danish
Alice/Helena:NO WAY! I want Dana back with alice even if it could be hard. Good chapter, I had love what Dana said to Alice (she will always remember Alice’s face and name). Thank you.
follow your danish heart…the writing will be easier and more natural.
Danish of course, but I think helacious can help to cure Alice’s heart and insecurities, the problem is what happen with Helena after that, could be a good relationship but no the love of her life (for Helena, ’cause Alice’s is Dana, and we all know that :P).
It has to be Alice and Dana there is no other way but how will it happen romantic or hot steamy passion……….i go for the latter
I love danish, but don’t mind seeing Alice with someone else – Helena or someone new.
Lets go for broke on this. As much I dilike Helena,Alice seems good for her. The gang might not like it. It Alices life. Helena might change. Maybe Dana in the end will see that Alice is the only one for her. But Helena will make Alice happy and Alice will stay with Helena. Thanks
I want to say Helena but I can’t, I love Danish way too much. So it has to be Danish in the end, good work with the chapter.
please put alice and dana together i love them so much!!! They are meant for each other and always will be
Please hook her up with Helena. I think it would be the best choice to make. Would you take someone back who just ripped your heart out?
i mean alice she cant be with herself well she could but that would be totally weird anyway it was a typo sorry
how about helena and alice for a little bit but not anything serious its like they are both gettin ready to be with who they are really suppose to be with like alice goes back to dana and helena gets with somebody i dont know who, but in that time that alice spends being with helena she heals her heart and fixes her insecurities…while dana can have time to realize that she is suppose to be with dana and not lara…does that make sense?