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    Roommates – (Chapter: Tonight’s the End)

    Story written on September 3, 2007 by sonxfan.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=15895
    Author Notes:

    I just hope that Spencer will always love me, and remember me in her dreams.

    Ch. 15, Spencer’s POV:

              It was over. I was angry and confused and scared. I drove back home. “Don’t you dare come in-” my mom began as I walked up the driveway. “Don’t worry, Mom. It’s over.” I said, cutting her off, walking through the door. “Fine. But you have to marry Aiden. He’s too good for you to let slide by and I want to make sure you won’t be tempted to fall into any crazy lesbian affairs.” She said. “Yeah, I know.” I said wearily and climbed upstairs. I felt like throwing things around in my room. I was mad at Ashley. I was mad at my mother. But most of all, I was mad at myself. I fucked this all up. I opened the window and screamed. I didn’t care if my mother heard and yelled at me to shut the hell up. What was wrong with me? Am I pushing away all the people I love in my life? I threw everything on my bed against the wall- my pillows, blankets, stuffed animals, all of it. My conscience kept nagging me. It was killing me. It was screaming Good job, Spencer, you just threw the one person you really, really, truly, deeply love in your life away. Love like that only comes around once. You just ruined your chance. “Shut up.” I muttered to myself. I turned on my stereo. Maybe some music will help me drown out that annoying conscience of mine. Wrong idea. Every song made me think of Ashley. Even Brittney Spears’s “Oops I Did It Again.” Oops I did it again to your heart… Got lost in this game oh baby baby… oops you think that I’m in love…that I’m sent from above… I’m not that innocent! “God, who plays Brittney anymore?” I snorted, changing the station. But yeah, Ashley, you’ve learned I’m not that innocent, and that I’ve screwed with your heart more than once. I was beyond tears now. I had ruined everything, and now I had to face the consequences. I could feel myself growing bitterer by the second and my heart growing colder.

             Ashley’s POV:

                     Spencer didn’t come back. She had wrapped up her classes before summer actually came and stayed at her parents’ house. It’s summer now. I sent her countless emails, texts, called her, left voicemail, and she hardly responded. I can’t tell you how many times my heart broke over and over again. I tried to tell her how much I loved her, and that I was sorry, but she kept telling me it was too late; that she was going to marry Aiden since her mom was making her. I called her for the millionth time today. Of course, she didn’t answer. I threw my cell phone down in disgust. “Damn it, Spencer!” I cried. I had to see her again. I needed to get her back. I can’t live without her. I feel like my life is without purpose without her. I can’t go outside even. The sun makes me think of how brilliantly her hair shines in its rays, and how her face is so beautifully illuminated by it. The sky and the sea make me think of how both can’t compare to the color of her eyes. Everyday that I don’t wake up with her next to me, tears come to my eyes. My world is dark without her beautiful smile and eyes to illuminate it. I know where she lives; she told me before. But wait, her mom’s going to be there. No. I can’t just barge in. Can I? She’s not answering my calls, so I’ll just go for it. I grabbed my keys. I was going to buy her roses and then swing by her house. I don’t care what her mother says; I’m in love with Spencer and I need her in my life.

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    Comments

    1. So I’m a horrible person. I’ve been reading this story from the beginning and yet left no comments. So…..I love this story and can’t wait to find out whats gonna happen next. Let it be happy please, I almost cried this chapter

    2. all i am saying is that you better fix this now..and spencer better get her head out of her ass…pms…and p.s. arthur, glen and clay should stick up more for spencer…it’s like 4 against 1 hello…

    4. The emotions Ashley is feeling from losing Spencer are so raw and exposing it quite literally is heartbreakingly painful. I can almost see Spencer marrying Aiden and divorcing him later on in life after realizing that pleasing her family and Aiden has brought her nothing but heartache; then she can search for Ashley and hopefully rekindle the love they once shared. It’s just a thought…no matter what you do, I love your writing and will continue to read this intriguing and beautifully written story. PMS

    6. wow is all i can say. i’m really ready to cry. they are meant for each other. why can’t spence see that. sorry to say it like this but fuck aiden. pms pms pms pms

    8. sorry, i’ve just got to say this…. Poor Aiden. I know he’s a jerk to Ashley and crap, but he seriously has no idea. I feel bad for him for being so stupid.

    12. So I’m a horrible person. I’ve been reading this story from the beginning and yet left no comments. So…..I love this story and can’t wait to find out whats gonna happen next. Let it be happy please, I almost cried this chapter

    13. all i am saying is that you better fix this now..and spencer better get her head out of her ass…pms…and p.s. arthur, glen and clay should stick up more for spencer…it’s like 4 against 1 hello…

    15. The emotions Ashley is feeling from losing Spencer are so raw and exposing it quite literally is heartbreakingly painful. I can almost see Spencer marrying Aiden and divorcing him later on in life after realizing that pleasing her family and Aiden has brought her nothing but heartache; then she can search for Ashley and hopefully rekindle the love they once shared. It’s just a thought…no matter what you do, I love your writing and will continue to read this intriguing and beautifully written story. PMS

    17. wow is all i can say. i’m really ready to cry. they are meant for each other. why can’t spence see that. sorry to say it like this but fuck aiden. pms pms pms pms

    19. sorry, i’ve just got to say this…. Poor Aiden. I know he’s a jerk to Ashley and crap, but he seriously has no idea. I feel bad for him for being so stupid.

    23. I’m sorry but am I the only one who wants to hit Spencer right now?!?!?!?! Ok fine loosing your family over something like this would be so hard, heartbreaking and down right wrong but I’m a firm believer that no matter what you need to be true to yourself. Not only is Spencer lying to herself she’s being a complete unholy bitch to both Ash and Aiden. Sure I don’t like the guy much but she’s about to marry a guy she feels nothing but obligation for and she’s pushing away the women she loves! As far as I’m concerned she doesn’t deserve either of them – after all how can you really love someone else until you love yourself! Ok now I’ve had my rant, can you tell this is a little close to home? Lol, anyway I love this fic it really gets me thinking about stuff and it feels so real! Please pms soon!

    24. I’m sorry but am I the only one who wants to hit Spencer right now?!?!?!?! Ok fine loosing your family over something like this would be so hard, heartbreaking and down right wrong but I’m a firm believer that no matter what you need to be true to yourself. Not only is Spencer lying to herself she’s being a complete unholy bitch to both Ash and Aiden. Sure I don’t like the guy much but she’s about to marry a guy she feels nothing but obligation for and she’s pushing away the women she loves! As far as I’m concerned she doesn’t deserve either of them – after all how can you really love someone else until you love yourself! Ok now I’ve had my rant, can you tell this is a little close to home? Lol, anyway I love this fic it really gets me thinking about stuff and it feels so real! Please pms soon!

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