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    Roommates – (Chapter: Tonight’s the End)

    Story written on September 3, 2007 by sonxfan.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=15895
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    I just hope that Spencer will always love me, and remember me in her dreams.

                     But I chalk up the reasons why I’m doing his. I can’t lose my family, and I can’t have everyone we know going around screaming that I’m queer. Because I’m not. I’ve got to do this. I can’t lose my family, and I do still care about Aiden. Even if he sucks in bed like Ashley said. Maybe I am lying to myself. Here I am, listening to my parents and his parents along with him blab on and on about we’re so good together. Yeah. We’re going to get married. I just know it. My mom has definitely got it all planned out. “Since Aiden and Spencer both go to different schools and Spencer’s got a long way ahead of her in medical school, we thought it best if they married each other now. I know both of them just can’t wait!” my mom squealed enthusiastically. Aiden’s parents chuckled. “Well, when Aiden told us this we were afraid he had gotten her pregnant or something. But now we know he’s just dying to get married to her to cement their relationship together.” Aiden smiled and put his hand on mine. “We just know we’re made for each other. Right, Spencer?” he asked, looking into my eyes, his hazel orbs shining with affection and adoration. “Yes… of course!” I said, doing my best to look excited. I pushed out all my thoughts about Ashley out of my head. This is me, I thought. I’m in love with Aiden and I’m straight, and I’m not going to be the one who divides my family up.

                Unfortunately, there’s a limit to just how much you can try to lie to yourself. I sat there, picking at my dinner as I heard them chitchat about our upcoming marriage. I snorted inwardly. Aiden hadn’t even proposed yet, what were they thinking? Holy. Oh my goodness. That manes he’s going to propose soon. My breath was caught up in my throat. I was dizzy from the realization. Is this really what I wanted to do? Yes. A part of me said firmly. This is who you have been and who you are. NO! a part of me screamed. Are you deliberately out to kill Ashley? I cringed inwardly. I still love her. But I can’t be with her; it’s just not right. It’s not the life I can lead. Surprisingly, Aiden didn’t propose to me at the restaurant. Maybe we’ll just not get married! I thought. Finally they were through talking forever about me and Aiden’s cutesy-ness and we drove home. Aiden of course, insisted that he walk me to my house form the driveway and bid me goodnight. I rolled my eyes. He can be so pointless sometimes. As we walked up the driveway, Aiden pulled me back. “Spencer.” He said softly. “Yeah?” I asked, uncertain of what was going on. “I love you so much, and I know how much you love me too, so will you do me the honor of… marrying me?” he asked, getting down on one knee and offering me the diamond ring in his little velvet box.

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    1. So I’m a horrible person. I’ve been reading this story from the beginning and yet left no comments. So…..I love this story and can’t wait to find out whats gonna happen next. Let it be happy please, I almost cried this chapter

    2. all i am saying is that you better fix this now..and spencer better get her head out of her ass…pms…and p.s. arthur, glen and clay should stick up more for spencer…it’s like 4 against 1 hello…

    4. The emotions Ashley is feeling from losing Spencer are so raw and exposing it quite literally is heartbreakingly painful. I can almost see Spencer marrying Aiden and divorcing him later on in life after realizing that pleasing her family and Aiden has brought her nothing but heartache; then she can search for Ashley and hopefully rekindle the love they once shared. It’s just a thought…no matter what you do, I love your writing and will continue to read this intriguing and beautifully written story. PMS

    6. wow is all i can say. i’m really ready to cry. they are meant for each other. why can’t spence see that. sorry to say it like this but fuck aiden. pms pms pms pms

    8. sorry, i’ve just got to say this…. Poor Aiden. I know he’s a jerk to Ashley and crap, but he seriously has no idea. I feel bad for him for being so stupid.

    12. So I’m a horrible person. I’ve been reading this story from the beginning and yet left no comments. So…..I love this story and can’t wait to find out whats gonna happen next. Let it be happy please, I almost cried this chapter

    13. all i am saying is that you better fix this now..and spencer better get her head out of her ass…pms…and p.s. arthur, glen and clay should stick up more for spencer…it’s like 4 against 1 hello…

    15. The emotions Ashley is feeling from losing Spencer are so raw and exposing it quite literally is heartbreakingly painful. I can almost see Spencer marrying Aiden and divorcing him later on in life after realizing that pleasing her family and Aiden has brought her nothing but heartache; then she can search for Ashley and hopefully rekindle the love they once shared. It’s just a thought…no matter what you do, I love your writing and will continue to read this intriguing and beautifully written story. PMS

    17. wow is all i can say. i’m really ready to cry. they are meant for each other. why can’t spence see that. sorry to say it like this but fuck aiden. pms pms pms pms

    19. sorry, i’ve just got to say this…. Poor Aiden. I know he’s a jerk to Ashley and crap, but he seriously has no idea. I feel bad for him for being so stupid.

    23. I’m sorry but am I the only one who wants to hit Spencer right now?!?!?!?! Ok fine loosing your family over something like this would be so hard, heartbreaking and down right wrong but I’m a firm believer that no matter what you need to be true to yourself. Not only is Spencer lying to herself she’s being a complete unholy bitch to both Ash and Aiden. Sure I don’t like the guy much but she’s about to marry a guy she feels nothing but obligation for and she’s pushing away the women she loves! As far as I’m concerned she doesn’t deserve either of them – after all how can you really love someone else until you love yourself! Ok now I’ve had my rant, can you tell this is a little close to home? Lol, anyway I love this fic it really gets me thinking about stuff and it feels so real! Please pms soon!

    24. I’m sorry but am I the only one who wants to hit Spencer right now?!?!?!?! Ok fine loosing your family over something like this would be so hard, heartbreaking and down right wrong but I’m a firm believer that no matter what you need to be true to yourself. Not only is Spencer lying to herself she’s being a complete unholy bitch to both Ash and Aiden. Sure I don’t like the guy much but she’s about to marry a guy she feels nothing but obligation for and she’s pushing away the women she loves! As far as I’m concerned she doesn’t deserve either of them – after all how can you really love someone else until you love yourself! Ok now I’ve had my rant, can you tell this is a little close to home? Lol, anyway I love this fic it really gets me thinking about stuff and it feels so real! Please pms soon!

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