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Roommates – (Chapter: Tonight’s the End)
“You want to be straight and be accepted by everyone, but you’ve been creeping around with me, Spencer.” “Ashley, what do you want from me?!” “What do I want from you? I want you to love me again; I want you to be with me again- I want all of you, Spencer Carlin! I want the Spencer that loves me back! Don’t be so afraid to be different, Spencer!” “I’m sorry.” She whispered, looking off to the side. “So am I.” I snorted. “I’m sorry for ever thinking you could actually have the guts to love me I front of everyone.” I sighed.. “When are you marrying him?” I asked. “Don’t know. My mom was saying she wants it on the 7th of July.” She sighed. I nodded. That was going to be a day forever cursed in my mind. The sad thing was, it was only about a month away. “I should get you back home.” I said simply. “But first, Spencer. Can we at least kiss one last time before I lose you forever?” She looked at me. “Ashley, I don’t want to lose you forever.” I laughed. “Spencer, I can’t just be your friend. I can’t see you married to someone else. Someone who isn’t me. I already told you; I want all of you. I can’t deal with being you secret lover on the side anymore. I’m out of your life if I can’t have you all to myself.” Spencer threw herself on me and cried. “Are you saying… this is good-bye then?” she sobbed. “Yeah. You chose him over me, Spence.” I whispered into her ear. I was crying, too. I inhaled the smell of her hair, trying to imprint it forever in my mind. I then leaned in and kissed her deeply. This was it; the end of our love affair. I showed her how much I still loved her and how I would always love her in that one kiss. My tongue stroked hers gently, and I held her head in my hands. Our lips melded together softly and perfectly. Couldn’t she tell that we were made for each other? I drew in her essence, trying to memorize the taste of her mouth. She kissed me back lovingly, and I knew she still loved me. But you can’t always force people to do what they don’t want to do. I just hope that Spencer will always love me, and remember me in her dreams. Because I know I will always love her, and that she’ll always be with me in my dreams. I couldn’t help but think that love couldn’t possibly hurt anymore than this. Tonight was the end. The end of us.
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So I’m a horrible person. I’ve been reading this story from the beginning and yet left no comments. So…..I love this story and can’t wait to find out whats gonna happen next. Let it be happy please, I almost cried this chapter
all i am saying is that you better fix this now..and spencer better get her head out of her ass…pms…and p.s. arthur, glen and clay should stick up more for spencer…it’s like 4 against 1 hello…
*wipes away tear* gosh stupid spencer ugh..poor ashley…pms
The emotions Ashley is feeling from losing Spencer are so raw and exposing it quite literally is heartbreakingly painful. I can almost see Spencer marrying Aiden and divorcing him later on in life after realizing that pleasing her family and Aiden has brought her nothing but heartache; then she can search for Ashley and hopefully rekindle the love they once shared. It’s just a thought…no matter what you do, I love your writing and will continue to read this intriguing and beautifully written story. PMS
… and then spencer falls, hits her head and wakes up only remembering ashley:] this is sad but really really good. pms!
wow is all i can say. i’m really ready to cry. they are meant for each other. why can’t spence see that. sorry to say it like this but fuck aiden. pms pms pms pms
dont do it spencer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you better fix this now i love this fic
sorry, i’ve just got to say this…. Poor Aiden. I know he’s a jerk to Ashley and crap, but he seriously has no idea. I feel bad for him for being so stupid.
it doesnt ruin ur writing it just makes us wanna cry more, but as long as it turns out good in the end… its all worth it
OMG spencer needs to just dump aiden already! I’m literally sobbing right now! please fix spashley!! this is awesome PMS!!!!
I agree with snowdrop1026…whatever you do please don’t let Spencer go through with marrying Aiden.
So I’m a horrible person. I’ve been reading this story from the beginning and yet left no comments. So…..I love this story and can’t wait to find out whats gonna happen next. Let it be happy please, I almost cried this chapter
all i am saying is that you better fix this now..and spencer better get her head out of her ass…pms…and p.s. arthur, glen and clay should stick up more for spencer…it’s like 4 against 1 hello…
*wipes away tear* gosh stupid spencer ugh..poor ashley…pms
The emotions Ashley is feeling from losing Spencer are so raw and exposing it quite literally is heartbreakingly painful. I can almost see Spencer marrying Aiden and divorcing him later on in life after realizing that pleasing her family and Aiden has brought her nothing but heartache; then she can search for Ashley and hopefully rekindle the love they once shared. It’s just a thought…no matter what you do, I love your writing and will continue to read this intriguing and beautifully written story. PMS
… and then spencer falls, hits her head and wakes up only remembering ashley:] this is sad but really really good. pms!
wow is all i can say. i’m really ready to cry. they are meant for each other. why can’t spence see that. sorry to say it like this but fuck aiden. pms pms pms pms
dont do it spencer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you better fix this now i love this fic
sorry, i’ve just got to say this…. Poor Aiden. I know he’s a jerk to Ashley and crap, but he seriously has no idea. I feel bad for him for being so stupid.
it doesnt ruin ur writing it just makes us wanna cry more, but as long as it turns out good in the end… its all worth it
OMG spencer needs to just dump aiden already! I’m literally sobbing right now! please fix spashley!! this is awesome PMS!!!!
I agree with snowdrop1026…whatever you do please don’t let Spencer go through with marrying Aiden.
I’m sorry but am I the only one who wants to hit Spencer right now?!?!?!?! Ok fine loosing your family over something like this would be so hard, heartbreaking and down right wrong but I’m a firm believer that no matter what you need to be true to yourself. Not only is Spencer lying to herself she’s being a complete unholy bitch to both Ash and Aiden. Sure I don’t like the guy much but she’s about to marry a guy she feels nothing but obligation for and she’s pushing away the women she loves! As far as I’m concerned she doesn’t deserve either of them – after all how can you really love someone else until you love yourself! Ok now I’ve had my rant, can you tell this is a little close to home? Lol, anyway I love this fic it really gets me thinking about stuff and it feels so real! Please pms soon!
I’m sorry but am I the only one who wants to hit Spencer right now?!?!?!?! Ok fine loosing your family over something like this would be so hard, heartbreaking and down right wrong but I’m a firm believer that no matter what you need to be true to yourself. Not only is Spencer lying to herself she’s being a complete unholy bitch to both Ash and Aiden. Sure I don’t like the guy much but she’s about to marry a guy she feels nothing but obligation for and she’s pushing away the women she loves! As far as I’m concerned she doesn’t deserve either of them – after all how can you really love someone else until you love yourself! Ok now I’ve had my rant, can you tell this is a little close to home? Lol, anyway I love this fic it really gets me thinking about stuff and it feels so real! Please pms soon!
Aw….. poor Ash…Sooooo i’ve never posted before but this is by far my favorite fic ever!!! PMS!!!!
Aw….. poor Ash…Sooooo i’ve never posted before but this is by far my favorite fic ever!!! PMS!!!!
omg no! this is not the end….
omg no! this is not the end….