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    Roommates – (Chapter: Tonight’s the End)

    Story written on September 3, 2007 by sonxfan.
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    Words: 3263
    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=15895
    Author Notes:

    I just hope that Spencer will always love me, and remember me in her dreams.

    Spencer’s POV:

             Tonight my family and I were going to have some great big dinner at some fancy restaurant with Aiden and his parents. My mom already talked to him about how I couldn’t wait to get married with him now. That fool. He ate it all up. But I still love him, right? I need to put Ashley behind me. But try doing that when all you dreams are about you and Ashley or of her sinking, drowning, and crying out for you. My mom forbids me to communicate with her, but I still do when I can. I’m not my mom’s little girl anymore; I’m an adult. As for Aiden, he’s hopelessly in love with me. I feel sorry for him. I think he’s more into me than I am into him. I still feel the love we had in the beginning that I had for him, but it’s not even half of what it used to be. It’s like all my energy and love has been diverted to Ashley, leaving Aiden with hardly anything left for him.  Hence why I feel like crap. I’ve spent a lot of time with him lately, telling him how much I love him (half-heartedly) and pretending to be impatient to get married with him. Believe me, my mother has threatened me so many times about how I’ll get thrown out and disowned if I dump him. My dad tries to placate her, but it’s no use. My brothers feel bad for me, but my mom freaking runs this house.

          I might as well tell you the gory details too. In addition to the half-hearted I love yous, and I can’t wait to marry you even though we’re still in college, I’ve slept with him a few times. Until I recently convinced him we should try not having sex until we get married. Silly, I know, because we’re no virgins. But it’s mostly because sex wit h him is dreadful. For many reasons. First of all, after Ashley, who drives me wild in bed, screaming her name the entire night, writhing underneath her in ecstasy, to Aiden’s lame sex, I dread going to bed with him. I’ve realized he is terrible in bed. Another reason is because I can’t get off with him, I start thinking of Ashley. Adding more guilt to my mind, which makes it even worse. So I hate sex with him. Why did I do it with him then? To keep him happy I guess. But I can’t imagine getting married to him and having to put up with his whack sex. The thought of cheating comes to mind.

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    Comments

    1. So I’m a horrible person. I’ve been reading this story from the beginning and yet left no comments. So…..I love this story and can’t wait to find out whats gonna happen next. Let it be happy please, I almost cried this chapter

    2. all i am saying is that you better fix this now..and spencer better get her head out of her ass…pms…and p.s. arthur, glen and clay should stick up more for spencer…it’s like 4 against 1 hello…

    4. The emotions Ashley is feeling from losing Spencer are so raw and exposing it quite literally is heartbreakingly painful. I can almost see Spencer marrying Aiden and divorcing him later on in life after realizing that pleasing her family and Aiden has brought her nothing but heartache; then she can search for Ashley and hopefully rekindle the love they once shared. It’s just a thought…no matter what you do, I love your writing and will continue to read this intriguing and beautifully written story. PMS

    6. wow is all i can say. i’m really ready to cry. they are meant for each other. why can’t spence see that. sorry to say it like this but fuck aiden. pms pms pms pms

    8. sorry, i’ve just got to say this…. Poor Aiden. I know he’s a jerk to Ashley and crap, but he seriously has no idea. I feel bad for him for being so stupid.

    12. So I’m a horrible person. I’ve been reading this story from the beginning and yet left no comments. So…..I love this story and can’t wait to find out whats gonna happen next. Let it be happy please, I almost cried this chapter

    13. all i am saying is that you better fix this now..and spencer better get her head out of her ass…pms…and p.s. arthur, glen and clay should stick up more for spencer…it’s like 4 against 1 hello…

    15. The emotions Ashley is feeling from losing Spencer are so raw and exposing it quite literally is heartbreakingly painful. I can almost see Spencer marrying Aiden and divorcing him later on in life after realizing that pleasing her family and Aiden has brought her nothing but heartache; then she can search for Ashley and hopefully rekindle the love they once shared. It’s just a thought…no matter what you do, I love your writing and will continue to read this intriguing and beautifully written story. PMS

    17. wow is all i can say. i’m really ready to cry. they are meant for each other. why can’t spence see that. sorry to say it like this but fuck aiden. pms pms pms pms

    19. sorry, i’ve just got to say this…. Poor Aiden. I know he’s a jerk to Ashley and crap, but he seriously has no idea. I feel bad for him for being so stupid.

    23. I’m sorry but am I the only one who wants to hit Spencer right now?!?!?!?! Ok fine loosing your family over something like this would be so hard, heartbreaking and down right wrong but I’m a firm believer that no matter what you need to be true to yourself. Not only is Spencer lying to herself she’s being a complete unholy bitch to both Ash and Aiden. Sure I don’t like the guy much but she’s about to marry a guy she feels nothing but obligation for and she’s pushing away the women she loves! As far as I’m concerned she doesn’t deserve either of them – after all how can you really love someone else until you love yourself! Ok now I’ve had my rant, can you tell this is a little close to home? Lol, anyway I love this fic it really gets me thinking about stuff and it feels so real! Please pms soon!

    24. I’m sorry but am I the only one who wants to hit Spencer right now?!?!?!?! Ok fine loosing your family over something like this would be so hard, heartbreaking and down right wrong but I’m a firm believer that no matter what you need to be true to yourself. Not only is Spencer lying to herself she’s being a complete unholy bitch to both Ash and Aiden. Sure I don’t like the guy much but she’s about to marry a guy she feels nothing but obligation for and she’s pushing away the women she loves! As far as I’m concerned she doesn’t deserve either of them – after all how can you really love someone else until you love yourself! Ok now I’ve had my rant, can you tell this is a little close to home? Lol, anyway I love this fic it really gets me thinking about stuff and it feels so real! Please pms soon!

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