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Project New Girl – (Chapter: The Visitor)
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Christmas was fast approaching when the truth about my feelings for Spencer suddenly dawned on me – I was attracted to her… not only that, but I might actually really, really like her. It took her going away for five days to spend the Christmas period with her family back in Ohio for me to realize just how strongly I felt about her… and it terrified me. To all intents and purposes I was straight – I’d only ever dated boys, only ever talked about boys, only ever checked out boys, only ever kissed and slept with boys and had even been in a serious relationship with one for over three years – how could I be lusting after a girl I’d only known for about a month? How could every waking minute of every day be filled with thoughts of kissing her, touching her, smelling the intoxicating perfume on her perfect skin, being with her in a way that I’d only ever usually associated with being with a man. I was scared but exhilarated at the same time, and upon her return from Ohio I planned to tell her everything. I figured “why not?” – she only had a few more weeks left at Track One before she’d be returning to UCLA to begin her second semester, anyway. I had no inclination as to whether Spencer felt the same, or if she was even gay – hell, she’d never been particularly specific when talking about previous relationships, and our banter about how crap blokes were had never really given me any reason to think she might prefer women. I didn’t know what to think, so just took the risk – if she rejected me, I didn’t have to see her again, and besides, if she liked me back it could be the start of something beautiful.
The thing was, she did like me back. She told me she was shy and didn’t want to rush things, that she wasn’t particularly experienced with girls and also didn’t want to ruin our friendship… all the spiel that got me into her bed the very night of the day I’d told her my true feelings for her. But I couldn’t deny it was amazing. I’d had quite a lot of experience – with quite a few different guys – enough to know that Spencer was more amazing than the whole lot put together. It was like the huge question mark that had hung over me all those times I lay so unsatisfied in so many beds over the years had suddenly vanished, leaving me with a fulfillment and understanding that was life altering and so special. I thought I had found something truly wonderful in Spencer, and during the last few bliss-filled weeks we spent together at Track One, I felt, for the first time, that I was in love…
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Excellent update…as usual. I love these stories where Spashley has some obstacle to overcome. Fantastic! Post more soon.
Wow. Now we know why Ash is pissed. I would be too if the person I was falling in love with did that to me. Update soon, would ya? I’m ready for some more “project new girl”. :] Woot. And I think there might just be more behind the story then what is at first revealed. Hmm?
Oh I so love the way that this is written. I was glued to my screen taking in every word and every phrase. This is a great story. Great work. PMS.
shut up! how could spencer do that?! ughhh. poor ashley :-(. this is like..the only time i feel bad for her lol. cuz honestly, after the season finale i feel no remorse towards her. well…i say that now cuz i dont know whats going to come about in season 3 haha buuut…still. great update! cant wait for more!
Oh bannerman. You god. Well… we already knew that, but you wizard of the words, you master of the metaphor, you GOD YOU. That was brilliant, and you already knew that. I fall to my knees and prostrate myself thus. I adore you and if you post again soon, I might consider not gnawing off my left hand.
what was up with spencer in college? lame. hope she’s got her game on now to rope ashley back in.
you are a freaking hero…an honest to god hero. ahh, i just am in love with this story – please keep updating!!!!
Excellent update…as usual. I love these stories where Spashley has some obstacle to overcome. Fantastic! Post more soon.
Wow. Now we know why Ash is pissed. I would be too if the person I was falling in love with did that to me. Update soon, would ya? I’m ready for some more “project new girl”. :] Woot. And I think there might just be more behind the story then what is at first revealed. Hmm?
Oh I so love the way that this is written. I was glued to my screen taking in every word and every phrase. This is a great story. Great work. PMS.
shut up! how could spencer do that?! ughhh. poor ashley :-(. this is like..the only time i feel bad for her lol. cuz honestly, after the season finale i feel no remorse towards her. well…i say that now cuz i dont know whats going to come about in season 3 haha buuut…still. great update! cant wait for more!
Oh bannerman. You god. Well… we already knew that, but you wizard of the words, you master of the metaphor, you GOD YOU. That was brilliant, and you already knew that. I fall to my knees and prostrate myself thus. I adore you and if you post again soon, I might consider not gnawing off my left hand.
what was up with spencer in college? lame. hope she’s got her game on now to rope ashley back in.
you are a freaking hero…an honest to god hero. ahh, i just am in love with this story – please keep updating!!!!
ahh super fantastic update mate!! damn cant believe spencer can be such a jerk. there has to be something behind all that rite?? ooo and ash said she’ll make her life hell in office! interesting. pls update soon cos i’m getting so so hooked onto this fic!!!
ahh super fantastic update mate!! damn cant believe spencer can be such a jerk. there has to be something behind all that rite?? ooo and ash said she’ll make her life hell in office! interesting. pls update soon cos i’m getting so so hooked onto this fic!!!
I told you I would comment on both boards and I am a woman of my word. Bannerman, you never let me down. Every little piece we learn about Ash and Spence’s relationship makes me grasp for another. I can’t wait for the next update, please do it soon!
I told you I would comment on both boards and I am a woman of my word. Bannerman, you never let me down. Every little piece we learn about Ash and Spence’s relationship makes me grasp for another. I can’t wait for the next update, please do it soon!
OH MY, you have no idea how long i had to wait to read this. and i can honestly say it was worth the wait. i can not wait until the next enstallment. *squeal in excitement* :]
OH MY, you have no idea how long i had to wait to read this. and i can honestly say it was worth the wait. i can not wait until the next enstallment. *squeal in excitement* :]