We’re moving slowly, leisurely, we’re getting closer again. Little by little, kiss by kiss, moan by moan, at a snail’s pace.
There is no hurry in our making love, there is no rush in the two of us connecting again, rebuilding our special bond, celebrating this brand new union.
“I love you Carmen” I say looking her straight in the eyes, my body moving over hers at the rhythm of her breath. “I love you, I love you, I love you so much that I think I am going to explode…”.
Her fingertips trail every inch of my face, and although her eyes are distant in pleasure, there is attention and concern in her touch, like she’s trying to meet me again, to know me again.
Her nails gently scratch my sweated back and I bend my head to kiss her forehead, still grinding against her.
“Oh God….”, she whispers, her lips parted, her eyebrows furrowed. “Oh my God, please baby, like that…”.
I graze her nipples with my tongue and it seems like everything is in slow motion. I don’t wanna stop. I never wanna stop.
As long as I’m here, I won’t be thinking about anything else but how whole I feel with her.

”When I hold you close
I know you’re the one for me
You are all I need
To make my dreams come true
I see you comin’ every night and every day
When I see you go away
Don’t be afraid
Just keep holding on…”

Time has stopped.
Time is not by our side. Or is it?
I don’t know anything. Anything but Carmen.
Anything but her skin, anything but her scent, anything but her soft voice whispering in my ear… whispering unrepeatable words.
And in this silence, between these four walls, there is no more pain, no more suffering, no more detachment, no more reserve, the whole space is crumbling, time is fleeting everywhere but here. Here there’s just the two of us and the shit of the whole world cannot touch us, for now. Here there are just our bodies – bronzed skin, pale skin – and our breath – panting, pulsing, gasping – and our words – faster, deeper, don’t stop, take me like this, turn around, kiss me, come, come for me, let me feel you, again, more, fuck me like this forever.
Love me like this forever, like every day is the first day you’re falling in love with me.
Like every time we’re making love is the first time we’re making love.
Like every time I kiss you, it’s the first kiss.
Like every time I breathe you, it’s the first time I breathe.
Love me.
Don’t leave me.
Make me believe in angels.